Tuesday, October 03, 2006
saddened by the tears~
hii pples.
im writing this with a realli heavy heart.
todae. i ought to be happi, for i got back my marks for my maths test. 16 1/2 out of 20, signalling an A+. however, im not in the least happy at all.
todae. many things happened. i wasnt able to find my mei and stuff and made many severe mistakes. then. she gort real angrii and did not talk to mii for 5 hrs. afterwhich, she forgave miie, but we were back to kor and mei.
i realli made a severe mistakee. a blunder on my part caused a gal lik her to leave. i noe, that indeed im veri happi that she still forgave miie. however, the "more" was not there animore. i noe. that i do like her alot. but still i muz accept the fact that i made her angri. i noe. that once shes gone. i might not be able to get her back. for she does have alot of suitors. i noe. that this was too far serious a mistake i made and i sincerely regretted it. and one of the few times in my life ever, i cried. tears of joy and sorrow. joy that she forgave me. and sorrow for we were not "more" animore. well, i dunno whether we wld work out in the future, but im gona try my veri best. no matter who u choose or wad paths u take, i shall support u.
muacks. and thank you. <3 euu. 4eva.
Posted by WJL at 6:56 AM